Test tomorrow. hell yes.

I better be starting right now. Burn midnight oil again. Everyday last minute last minute.

miss yea. you better come out right now :/

Randomly doing nothing here, sleep, facebooking, chatting.

I could be the most useless people in the whole wide world.

I found out that this month I update my blog so often, don't know Hway I do so.

I think it's because I need to be heard. 

Randomly feel sad, randomly feel happy.

swing like I never swing before.

By the way, I went to the Clinic and took out the snitch today. I am okay. Thanks for caring.

People, its late right now. you should sleep. You better be dreaming of me tonight.

I am so scared of sleeping right now.

Because, everytime, before I sleep, my mind would go wild, very wild. 

I mean like thinking unrelated things. 

Sometimes, I imagine my future, I imagine myself in my brand new car, newest iPhone, big house & so on.

This few days is even worse, I kept on recall back what happen to my leg, how I fell down and what did I did.

Whyyyy ? Why do I have so much to think about ?

Everytime when I lye down on my bed, 

I would tell myself, STOP THINKING, go to sleep. relax and sleep.

I think I found the normal you again, you are normal again, and I love the normal you.

Michelle Lee Hoi Ying ! You need to go to Maldives !

Oh gosh, I want to go to Maldives. I know I can.

I did my assignment just now, it is a social psychology assignment,

in one of the chapters, it says that often highly attractive people would have greater social skills.

This is because of the self-fulfilling prophecy, when people is beautiful, they get more attention and in turn develop a good social skills. 

According to bystander effect, it is known that when there is an accident, if there is more bystanders, the probability of people who help the victim is very low, people may just stand and see.

Kong Ming Deng

I spent my night with FOUNDATION course friends.
I love you all lah, seriously !
This is my second time putting the Kong Ming Deng up to the sky.
Special thanks to AhBeng and YiYong, HAHAHA
They both helped to light up the Kong Ming Deng using only papers !!!
We didn't buy any candle, so we use the old way. *thumbs up*

I was laughing over, why the middle guy looks like people old you trillions of money ?

^^

!@#@$@#%$ KOREAN WORDS by Kailing

Always happy and stay healthy by Yeecheng

周杰伦身体健康 by Qunting

In-group不变，Kailing快点找到boyfriend, Qunting不再dry了！by michelle

I want a pretty wife by CS

I forgot to write, I want to drive a Ferrari

I spend my whole night and morning speaking with this girl.

We had our Skype until this morning 4.40a.m. That's a long time.

I was glad to tell the truth after putting it in my heart for quite a long time. 

I feel relieve, but on the other hand, I'm scared, scared of what would happen if I continue those thinking. Doubtful enough for me. What should I do ? impossible is impossible.

That's cool, isn't it ? Sharing my events in my life, sharing secrets, sharing thoughts.

It was nice sharing event about my University life with her, she would always have the WHAT HAPPENED ? THEN ? AND THEN ? SO ? THE POINT ?

Yea, so I can talk a lot and a lot and continue to talk like I heaven talk before.
& the main thing is, whenever she iss frustrated of me talking so much, she would stop me. GOOD! I love straight forward people. Hehehe.
We apparently have tons of things to talk, I wonder why ? 

Also sharing about guys, who is more handsome ? HAHAHA.

No lah, we don't rate guys for handsome-ness, as long he is a good one it's good enough already.

But, the point is, is there any good guys out there ? HAHAHAHA
he is handsome

What happened to my brain ?
Gosh, stop thinking all the world.
According to a research, it is known that people's number 1 regret in the world is not chasing your dreams while you still can.
So, I think I should go and chase my dream now.

跌倒

我比任何人都害怕。

由于一路来我都是踏脚车上学，有时很晒，有时下雨，我很郁闷了。

所以我决定向我的爸爸要求一辆摩多，爸爸欣然的答应，便从店里运了个摩多来。

摩多几天前才到罢了。

星期一早上，我要去大学上课，

这星期一也是我得到摩多以来，第一次驾摩多去学校。

早上，很冷很冷。我根本没有专心驾。

当我抬头，我已经快到路旁边了，旁边洞很大，有沙有水。

就这样，我心想：“完了完了，一定跌”

果然，真的是跌下去。

一跌下去，我直接想到：“完了完了，刚刚拿摩多就跌，父母一定超担心的”

跌了过后，我第一个反应就是，我的胸口很痛很痛！我直接摸着我的肚子那带，深深的呼吸。

呼了几口我才OK.

后来我感觉我的下巴很痛很痛！就摸了下巴，手都是血。

我尝试站起来，可是我的左脚被摩多压着，我移开了它，站起来。

对面有几辆车经过，可是都没有帮我。

后来，有一辆wira，里面有印度uncle就停车帮我。

他叫我上车送我去clinic，就这样去了clinic弄干净我的伤口，下巴也缝了两针。

比较痛的其实是我的脚，很痛。

过后，因为我带不够钱，uncle帮我给RM50先，我答应他我一定还他。

过程中，uncle其实叫我不要告诉父母，因为他说我刚刚拿到摩多就跌倒，他怕我的爸爸没收。
uncle 还说：“you are very lucky because there is no car speeding from your back, or else you would have lost your head now."

后来，拿了我的药，我就上车回宿舍，而Uncle的女儿就帮我驾摩多回我的宿舍。

在车上，我赶快打电话给朋友，但，我的电话也跌坏了，打不到！

一回到宿舍就赶快问roommate借钱，但是她也不够钱。

就打给别的朋友，别的朋友在上课，所以我就拿了uncle的号码，想说晚上叫我的朋友带我去找他。

我电话还是不能用，所以我赶快facebook message我的朋友，

问他可不可以晚上载我去找uncle。

过后，nickyen来了，她帮我敷药。而且我还借她的电话打。和外婆讲起时，哭得稀里哗啦的。俊明伟杰也来了。他们俩帮我看一下，还拿了锁螺丝的帮我修一修，

刚好俊明有架电话就借了我。

除了roommate，Yeecheng, Xiaoqin, Mike, Devyn, Xinyue, Qunting, Kailing, Mountain, 也陆续来了。Yiyong为了送胶布也来了。

谢谢你们。真的，其实你们这样的关心让我觉得很温暖。

别人说啊，患难见真情。真的，谢谢你们。

我的父母和外婆也特地从万津下来。我说不要下来，很浪费时间。

可是，父母还是关心孩子的吧，他们还是下来了。

他们带我谢谢那个uncle，后来去吃个饭就回去了。

缝针的下巴。

我的嘴巴不能开太大，会痛，而且扩展的话会留血。

我开了胶布，我吓了一大跳，很恐怖啊！！

我看到那个伤口我直接没有胃口，超恐怖的！！
而且，我的脚肿了！肿了很多！

除了这两边，我的额头，和俩只手都擦伤一点。

脚也多了很多黑青。

现在走路超慢，吃饭超慢的。

我谢谢你们，真的谢谢我的朋友们，在我非常需要你的关爱时，你们都出现了。

我谢谢载我上下课的人。谢谢你们。

我谢谢家人们，特地下来。

最重要，谢谢哪位uncle，谢谢他肯停下来帮我。

生命宝贵。Love your life。

Talking phone with my friend is always the best thing to do.
Yes, you are right. you are right. you are right.
Save me from the hell.
Experiencing changes in my life.
I miss home, little bit. I mean a lot.
what am I talking about ?
I miss a friend, little bit. I mean a lot.
I am angry, little bit. I mean a lot when I saw the status.
I don't want assignments, assignments are like hell.
I don't want to sleep, sleeping makes me feel sick.
I want to go to a nice place. A place I think it is cool enough.
I want to be home. I don't know what I had learnt till now.
From the moment I got my result, I will tell myself, no more last minute study.
And everytime, I end up last minute study.
You wouldn't know the feelings of last minute study. It doesn't sounds good.
It's just like when you had stomach ache but there is no toilet for you.
You need to dig the floor with that stupid stomach ache around and release your waste product.
Seriously, how can I survive until now ? Why don't just stop everything and do some big works ?
I asked myself the question a lot of time.
& when everytime there is examinations, I would be like missing home like hell yes. missing friends like hell yes. Goodnight. Sweet dream.

I love the cold weather. I love the people. Cameron Highland

We met some people from France,

"Hello, where are you from?"

"We are from France, what about you?"

"We are from Malaysia."

"You are local and you are visit your own country ? It's a nice country you have here"

"Yea, we are studying in a University near here."

and blah blah blah, we talk for awhile then continue going up to the BOH tea plantation.

Having high tea at BOH tea plantation cafe.

With wawa low :)

I think my mind can work for 24 hours.

Everyday think think think. use my brain brain brain. 

Sometimes just don't care it, okay ?

Can you just don't care and stop thinking ?

According to a famous China host :" 一个男人爱你的时候，你往往会感动于细节, 同样，一个男人不爱你了，你也可以从细节中来发现" 

Abun, this quote is for you.

Yeah, very true I think :)

Ohmygosh, I going insane right now, stop.

Yesterday was a fun day.

JM was asking whether UTARians want to go to Cameron Highland.

My roommate said she wish to go to Cameron Highland when I told her about that.

At 1st I said no, but then since my roommate willingly to go, why not ?

So, 4 of us went to Cameron Highland.

For me, Cameron Highland is like nothing but to see flowers all that.

But, yesterday I changed my perception, it is a nice place. cold and fun place to go.
Also, maybe is because the people travelling with you makes u feel comfortable.
We was talking about "longkang" whole day long, HAHAHAHA.

I think the people there have longer life. I feel there is no stress over there.

Very nice scenery in BOH tea plantation.
Moreover, it is very near to Kampar, around 1 hour 40 minutes drive.
Now I know the benefit of staying in Kampar. There are many nice place to go. Hahahaha.

It is a fun day. 

Just randomly laughing non-stop because of my friends.

Was laughing over about people. When an insane girl starts laughing, She can't stops.

The awakened moment when my friend is walking and looking at me. We nodded and say hi.

Then, suddenly, he knocks the person in front of him because he is still looking at me. I was like HAHAHAHA, so funny. I laugh like I didn't laugh before.

"Am I too pretty until you knock the person in front of you ?" I asked him. HAHAHAHA

I killed a cockroach just now, Ohmygosh.

I am very scared of cockroach, but my roommate scare the cockroach more than me :(

I was forced to kill the cockroach while still jumping around the house. Yelling like hell yes !

That was a heart taking moment.

*claps claps for me* 

Found the picture in my webcam file.

真的很多人叫我减肥 ！真郁闷

情人节与几位单身朋友们度过。

有时，是缘分，是缘分让我认识你们。

Goodevening.
It is a boring Sunday. A hot bright sunday.
Stay in my hostel watching stupid drama.
Stay in my hostel eat some maggi.
Stay in my hostel sleep.
Just randomly wanna talk something.
I'm so greedy. I want everyday to be an exciting day.
Everyday to be fill with all the activities.

Herrrm, I was watching youtube and saw some car production video.
Now I know, why Lamborghini is so unique. Why GTR is so expensive.
Thumbs up for the engineer who made all this sports car happen.
I wish, I wish, I could be one of them.
Someone who can make a great invention, someone who has great vision board, someone who can change the world like Steve Jobs.
People like them are extraordinary.

Why everytime I talk to you I am so nervous ?
so lucky.

一班热血的人

我等这天等了很久很久啊！ 

其实 Gua Tempurung 很靠近金宝，坐车一下子就到了。

我们遇到了来自大马国油大学的人Universiti Teknologi Petronas(UTP)Batu Gajah.

华人可以进这所大学，你们自己想想看他们几会读书。

你懂么？里面超刺激超好玩的！ 我没有在夸张。

我们还要把头低下来慢慢跨过，而且下面就是水，搞得很像去当兵这样。

里面很暗，很多水，全部都要用手电筒的。

那些UTP的人超热血热情的，一直讲话唱歌。

重点是，那些男生超绅士的，我给100分。

真的真的，你们真的很优秀。

我们必须进去这个洞才可以出去的。

出口

你看到吗？我们要弯背来走的！

有一个我们要在9metre 滑下去，规则就是一定要脚直直关着。

那些男的全部一个一个下，后来在下面接人，因为真的很滑，整个人会冲下去的。

我整个不受控制滑下去，还好还好，他们接到我，加分。

不用想，我已经喊到不要再喊了。

伟杰更好笑，明明那个人早就说要脚直直关着。

那个人说如果你没有关脚的话，下面接你的人就会接到你的小小伟杰。哈哈哈哈

他竟然开着脚下来。

每个人在那里喊 “关脚，关脚，关脚，关脚”

他竟然太紧张，没有听到，每个人就一直看着小小伟杰，接他的人都不知道要怎样。

真的笑到半命，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

这个就是9metre滑下来的

其实还有很多很不错的经验，可是懒惰写。

总之，这真的是很好很好的经验。而且，真的很幸运遇到这班热血又绅士的人。

我朋友很random的给了我崔始源的牌。
他的fans帮他弄的


Happy Birthday Choi Siwon 崔始源
和他拍照的人会变得很丑吧，因为他够帅够魅力。
虽然不是很迷他，他生日也是朋友告诉我的，
但是现在在看他演的偶像剧，所以特别想祝福。

从前，有一个男生非常爱运动。

这个男生有型很man，一直以来都有在锻炼身体。

有个女生长得普普通通，没有才艺更别说身材。

有一天，那个女生去了健身房，想说自己好久没去健身了，

健身房非常多人几乎100%男生，那位女生根本没在意那些人。

突然，那位男生进来了。

女生不知所措，在有好感的男生面前总是非常紧张。

刚好这时女生望了旁边，也刚好这位男生望着她。

很奇怪的是，男生并没有避开女生的眼神，女生也不甘示弱，使出奶力的看着他，

俩人就这样四目交接了几秒。

几秒后，突然尴尬了起来，微笑了，俩人都微笑了。

待续

十个男人七个傻，八个呆，九个坏，还有一个人人爱，
姐妹们跳出来，就算甜言蜜语把他骗过来，好好爱不再让他离开。


在听着这首歌，也太好听了吧。
突然想起CS和yiyong说过的男生很容易追的。哈哈哈
可是唯一条件，那个女生要好看才可以容易追男生。
什么逻辑来的 ？


Going to Gua Tempurung this saturday.
I put a lot of expectation on this !

Having dinner

Red colour with lotsss of love lerveee

Ahzhe :)

Ohmygod, that was Ahzhe :)

Woasehh, he is the reason why I go to Dongzhen temple.

After our prime minister left, we quickly went to the front, and stand in front.

First row ! I mean we are at 1st row !

Can you imagine that ? They are just right in front of us !

This is damn cool man, I managed to shake his hand.

What a handsome guy. 

"Arrrrrrrrrrrrrr, Ahzheeeeeeee"

“阿哲是做么？做么酱帅的？”

“哇劳，阿哲很帅诶”

Here's a pic of us with Ahzhe. Hahahahha.

Goodmorning.
It's a brand new special day.
People come and go, friends come and go, only family come and cannot go away.
Going to Selangor Motorcycle association with Daddy afterwards.
Go and see some big business people. some handsome guy too. hahahhaha.
Wish me goodluck.

我觉得Abun 说的这行字

“人，一定会被人在背后讲闲话。包括我自己也会.”

真的太正确了。
人，很像都离不开这些。
不懂该怎样面对明明已经知道的事实。真假难分。
现在我了解了，为什么明星艺人那么注重隐私。

白歆惠

这是我听到最让人害怕的消息。
我只能怪自己，那么疏忽。
我只能怪自己，那么点小事也要和别人报告。
我只能怪自己，那么没有口德。
自己做错事了，现在就在这里后悔。

但，真的太抱歉了。
有时是我自己要求很高，没想到自己其实也没有好到哪里去。

但，实话实说，那就是我真正的感受，希望你明白那份感受。
我觉得我很错。

CNY

I suddenly feel a strong urge to write down what I go through on CNY.

This CNY is special.

I went to meet my relatives to Malacca and Ipoh, so far away :/

It was really tiring to drive for so long hours.

As because the sum of my family, my grandmother, and also my kakak.

There is a total of 8 person to travel.

So, we are forced to drive two cars down.

One is for chilren, another one is adults. HAHAHAH, sounds fun izit ? 

Yes, it is fun to spend time with my sisters and brother. We were playing racing car in the highway.

Until my mom called me and say :"Woah, your wings is hard already, you can fly already, don't drive too fast please"

On the first day of CNY

Father playing scooter.

 Cousins

My smile is so fake, I don't care. Hahaha

 Brother Steven

When you see someone you really meant cry, you will cry too.

We are watching a movie where it talks about love to family.

My father was crying like hell. When I see him cry, I naturally cry too.

When I'm back to Banting to go out with Banting's friend, it was already the 4th day.

I missed a lot of fun. I mean, a lot. 

HAHAHAHA.

Gambling

We went to find the yellow t-shirt guy.

This is the 5th day. It was Genting Highlands day.

Thumbs up to the 3 drivers. you all are really brave.

my house